die oh flesh of mine....

Well, tomorrow it will be one month in Kansas City. It seems like so long ago and also so recent ago that I change everything and took a step of faith.

I feel like I have learned more about the truth over the last few weeks then I ever have. There is this amazing spirit of revelation happening in my heart and it is shaking the entire way I view life. I am reading this book called "When Jesus Returns" and it is so good. There is a great quote in there that is a new definition of how I believe:

"His return to earth is the very hinge of our hope, on which everything else turns."

My heart longs to understand the Word more deeply. I want to have it hidden in my heart, so that it is a part of who I am.

There is just so much in me that wants to be free of this earthly body. I just want to be with Him. It so hard, trying over and over to expand and push my inner man to be like Jesus. Flesh is not very good at being holy. But that is the process and pain of this world.....using the destructible to overcome and tap into the indestructible.